When you read an outline of my beginnings, I hope you’ll understand and learn, I am not asking for sympathy, or compensation, I just want to make the UK aware of what the health service can achieve, was I worth it, why wasn’t I terminated.
The journey, it only takes one person to change something and I changed the fertility drug!
My journal is about where I belong, please read below to discover what military-science has created!
At the beginning is when it all started, my existence that is, it started back in the 1970’s, I believe it was 73, when I was conceived, it should have never happened, but by a miracle it did, my mother was infertile, and impossible, she couldn’t produce children, it began with a group of ladies, desperate to have children, and my mother was one of them, Bristol was the lucky city, what would eventually be my birthplace in time, when history looks back upon all this, history will discover that I am not normal, I’m alien, the health service, that is state owned, paid for by the tax-payer and approved by the government, arranged everything, I’m talking about communist Britain here, God save the Queen, that’s what it was like back in the 1973, it was riots, strikes and the IRA, the dark ages for me, call it the cold war.
Was I made with love, that is the question, how much dedication was put into my existence?
Women are always fighting for their rights, but what about the rights of the unborn, do they matter?
My mum had a dream, she wanted to be a mother, she was broody, but was unable to conceive, the group my mum joined was voluntarily, except my mother, she got a wage, you can say my mum was an employee by science, she was a science project like I was, my mum only did it for the money, so the story goes, the top secret fertility aid that was used to create me, it was new back then, it was in it’s infancy and untested, so I was in the making, science was unsure that anything would work, in regards to creating me that is, it was unheard off back in the 70’s, I was something new, and was going to be the first if everything panned-out the way science dreamt, the health service was primitive back in the 1970’s, everything was manual, and not digital, it was the stone age for medical science.
My advice for the health service, if you mess around with science you’ll have an adverse effect!
When my time is up on Earth, medical science will inherit me, I will have no say in the matter!
My mother’s fallopian tubes were blocked to begin with and she needed operations even before I was thought of, it was new this kind of operation, never done before, surgeons were not experienced in this kind of work, it was guess work, the health service was playing God, it was a scientific experiment, and toxic chemicals would kick start my process, you must understand that I had no say, I’m the underdog, I was being illegally made, against my will, where was the police, science was altering my DNA, in truth the health service did not understand what they were doing, messing around with my existence, and giving me genetic disorder in the process, science was unable to predict the outcome, or see what was happening, but science was getting excited at the prospect, knowing that I was something designer, something unique was happening, we are still in the industrial revolution may I remind you, my genetic makeup was being screwed up, my father’s semen was being contaminated by this science wonder drug, I would be forced into existence by alien magic, chemistry that had never been used before.
A word of warning, don’t use the fertility drug or your child will end up like me, a retard!
I’m no fireman, it’s not what science intended, I will never give a fireman’s lift, it is impossible?
I don’t want to sound over the top, but the military also played it’s a part, the military know what they have done, it took a lot of intelligence to create me, call it artificial intelligence, is my beginning’s the incredible story, I did swim to the egg first, lucky me, even though it was toxic, was it radiation, I was in my very own nuclear winter, the winter of discontent, I was becoming severely autistic, the military have no idea.
What the police don’t get is that my human rights have been abused by the government!
When I was born without a urethra, I showed the health service what hypospadias can do?
Because I am man made, my DNA will deteriorate over time, it is deteriorating as I write, because I have genetic disorder, science don’t know the outcome, the outcome could be anything, what was used in my construction is not normal, in fact it is alien, the fertility aid made me abnormal, I am deformed, being contracted with brain damage, most likely caused by my development in the egg.
As the truth unfolds, and the United Kingdom learn to understand what your health service is?
Being blessed with ADHD, Asperger’s syndrome, learning difficulties and special needs is no fun, the fertility drug, that wonder, it’s not all it’s cracked up to be, I should know, I living proof, I was never meant to survive, I was born dead, but I broke the mould and I live to tell the tale, science don’t know how long I was dead, because I died in the womb, what science don’t understand, by forcing me into existence created a lot of stress, my genetic process is complex, thank’s the health service, I have all manner of problems, such as conduct and conversion disorders.
Whether it be schizophrenia or bipolar, my genetics is always playing tricks on me!
It is true to say, science will always want my blood, my blood is different to normal!
On the 7th of August 1974 at Mortimer House I was meant to be, against all odds, I became a problem child, I was two weeks late, I was dubbed a lazy girl, fate was almost right, my genetics are feminine, I will never be a normal man, because the fertility aid contaminated my DNA, and my semen is toxic, I’m a scientific failure, I will never reproduce, the state won’t allow it, I am impossible, am I meant to die again, is that the price, all will come out in the wash.